Unfortunately alive. USAmerican, gay

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Cake day: February 23rd, 2024

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  • 50501 didn’t turn out to be a prank? My state’s “organizer” was a deleted reddit post with no other contact info, the posters named three different start times, and only two people claimed to have links to the signal chat and stopped replying when I asked for it, even though they offered.

    I visited the subreddit three days before it was supposed to take place, and they were still figuring out basics. One of the top posts was discussing the dress code (consensus seemed to be wearing blue + American flag scarfs), and the one person pointing out how impractical and dangerous that was for a protest was getting downvoted.

    Thats the reason I’m not protesting, btw. One protest in my area and it seemed like either a joke, a honeypot, or like a teenager came up with it.










  • Frustrating. They changed my shift from 8am to 5am at the last minute. Spent the whole week sleep-deprived and sluggish, had to miss things I really wanted to do because every day after work I’ve basically struggled to do chores then struggled to get to bed on time. Also where I do so much walking on the job, I finally rubbed through the thighs in my last decent pair of pants, and couldn’t find a single new pair that fit me.

    Psychiatrist changed the app she uses for video calls, to one that doesn’t work. Every device I tried it on just gave me a white page with a permission error. So no psychiatrist appointment, no adderall refill. That’s going to be fun.

    My cat is starting to get restless with our daily walks. They’ve tripled in length and she’ll never come in on her own anymore, I have to carry her, hissing and growling, back to the apartment. The whole time we’re outside she’s just mad that I won’t let her climb the neighbor’s fence. Even though she doesn’t enjoy it, she spends all night howling if we don’t do it. I love her a lot but I’m getting tired.

    At least it’s a beautiful day.



  • Morning:

    • 5am: wake up in my gym clothes
    • 5:05: drink my pre-workout and scroll for a minute
    • 5:15: sit down to put shoes on. Cat gets on my lap

    This is where morning turns into a choose your own adventure game!

    • 5:15: sat cat on floor and go to the gym
    • 5:30: weight training
    • 7:00: shower
    • 7:20: breakfast
    • 8:00: work

    OR

    • 5:15: give kitty five minutes, she deserves it
    • 5:30: realize I’m running late but now I’m in the middle of some stupid task on my phone
    • 6:00: I’m not going to get a full workout in anyway, I’m just going to eat breakfast now and go to the gym after work
    • 7:30: time to go to work! oh no I’m still in my gym clothes
    • 7:40: time to go to work!
    • 7:50: oh god I forgot about the school zone
    • 8:05: I want to die and take everyone on this highway with me

    Night

    • what the fuck
    • uhhhhh
    • somehow falls asleep two hours later than planned in a spot other than my bed

    But if you tell people “I wake up at 5am to work out”, they automatically assume you have your shit together. 😎